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just another fat girl

Flowery tops!

April23

I want this! This top is all the ugly flowery tops I’ve ever hated, combined in to one. And I want it. In my (deluded?) mind I could pull it off. I could wear this flowery top and look good. Right??

flower top

I was always scared of wearing colours and patterns as a fat child and teen. I was so sure that it would make me look fat (and fat, as we all know, apparently equals ugly). So I wore black, black black black….. black. I’m making up for it now, wearing ridiculous combinations and garish colours. This is how I see it; I’m fat, and no matter what I wear I will still look fat. Wearing black won’t make me magically look 40 pound thinner and it certainly won’t make me any cheerier or friendlier.

Seriously, flowery tops! I’m not buying it, I have no money at all, plus I’m partial to sales anyway. But.. yeah flowery would be great.

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